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Saturday, 10 January 2009

Friday, 09 January 2009

Tuesday, 23 December 2008

  • * This Sounds Crazy *

    I still see Kenneth as the closest person with me after my parents, thanks to the couple thingy. I realised sleeping is a very good way for my to calm my own emotions and miserable feelings. After cried to sleep, it will be a new day.

    It works very well espcially I have fights and arguements with Kenneth.

    Oh ya, finally got my new cam. Actually its my mum's but we always share things and she doesn't cam whore like me so I think I shall own it (for most of the time) cause I'm a cam whore freak wtf.

    p/s: No pictures in this post yet cause... I also don't know why wtf.

    Ok, 3 posts for a days. That is enough. ( actually I have plenty things to blog about but save it for next time, did I just said I'm talkactive? Ngehehe )

    Its 1.01 am. I'm damn sleepy. Gonna brush teeth and wash face. Good night.

     

    xoxo, muacks.
    p/s: Candy taught me of using " xoxo" wtf.
    p.p/s : After re-reading this I don't find any crazyness in this blog post. I'm just tired right now. Sigh.
    p.p.p/s : Ok I still will miss him =(

  • * I Need Some Help *

    Was on 4 hours phone with Candy, she finally got her Happy Sim. 45 minutes call for only RM 1. I was thinking of getting one too. But I haven't activate my bank account yet. The card is just for showing off wtf.

    But really, its so worth since I'm a talkative person. But I have to activate my ATM card 1st ( I don't need to run to the Bank for money, I just get it from home, my parents wtf )

    I really, really, really need help in customizing my blog layout so that I can add links, chat box but I'm just suck in networking ( I've said that before, sigh )

    p/s : Few minutes ago in MSN Louis just said I better just focus on my STPM cause I'll have 6 months free time for this after the exam wtf.

    But blogging is all I do during my past time..

    INEEDHELPINEEDHELPINEEDHELP

    Whoever is able to help me will receive a virtual big bear hug.

    p/s : I think I better get back to my studies. Sigh

  • * This Will Be My Xmas *

    Seriously, I still have no idea about how am I going to spend my xmas and new year.

    But according to this few days observations..... I seem to found out something ( not going to say here cause its very heartaching  ) All I can say is I AM AVAILABLE on this 2 special date/days.

    Don't be surprise. Its very normal. From now onwards, I'm going to be available again. Kinda sad at the 1st place, but think of the bright side, I get to spend more time with myself doing things I like.

    My happiness, sadness, dreams and hopes, regrets were all came from him in the past 3 years. That's the main and only reason that made me turned into who I am today.

    Few more days to new year. After figure, think and consider for months, I realised I have to put a full stop in this sad life.

    I don't have to be with a guy who sees me as the last person in his life. I don't mean last and the only companion. Its about the my position in his heart. It is very obvious and also proven after all these donkey years.

    What should I worry about my life status in the future? I have admirers whom see me as their perfect one and I'm like a treasure, one in a million to them. Atleast from here I can see and know how precious I am to this world.

    The love is kept. The memories and happy moments are locked deep inside my memory.

    Some day, I will have someone to be my most special one and my one in a million

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