Tuesday, 23 December 2008

• * This Will Be My Xmas *

  Seriously, I still have no idea about how am I going to spend my xmas and new year.

  But according to this few days observations..... I seem to found out something ( not going to say here cause its very heartaching  ) All I can say is I AM AVAILABLE on this 2 special date/days.

  Don't be surprise. Its very normal. From now onwards, I'm going to be available again. Kinda sad at the 1st place, but think of the bright side, I get to spend more time with myself doing things I like.

  My happiness, sadness, dreams and hopes, regrets were all came from him in the past 3 years. That's the main and only reason that made me turned into who I am today.

  Few more days to new year. After figure, think and consider for months, I realised I have to put a full stop in this sad life.

  I don't have to be with a guy who sees me as the last person in his life. I don't mean last and the only companion. Its about the my position in his heart. It is very obvious and also proven after all these donkey years.

  What should I worry about my life status in the future? I have admirers whom see me as their perfect one and I'm like a treasure, one in a million to them. Atleast from here I can see and know how precious I am to this world.

  The love is kept. The memories and happy moments are locked deep inside my memory.

  Some day, I will have someone to be my most special one and my one in a million

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